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matt kissel  

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  • Male/United States
  • Offline for 58w 2d 17h 18m 32s
  • Deviant since Aug 13, 2003, 12:57 PM
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Ballad of an Ustable Ego

She chains herself to her unstable ego  But has she sold her soul to the mirror  Or has the mirror sold itself to her  I cannot tell   
Control  Its stealthy yet fragile  
Just a place for insecurities to hide  But everything fragile can shatter  Her reflection in the mirror  All her control  And her fathers words as they hit the floor  “Im not coming back”  They all shatter at once   
Now he controls the mirror  A reflection of something  His lasting impression  Something she knows shes not  “Screw-up”  His final command to the mirror  Wi

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in Miscellaneous on 1/4/04
consciece“What do you really want, you hypocrite?!  Every step you take, you get further from finding out.  But is that perhaps where you want to go?  Just tell, why do you have to take everyone else down with you?”   
Just another plea of the silent screams of my conscience.  The answer is just beyond my reach.  With a confident hand, I calmly preach.  I tell myself,   
“Sometimes I may crave happiness,  But isn’t that asking for a lot?  I may feel like shit,  After the hell I cause for myself,  But at least I feel. consciece
in Emotional on 12/4/03
Garnished AirEngorged in such satisfaction  That only exists to be taken away,  I make sure I’m so deeply in denial  Of all ‘evil’ so that it may never appear again.  What’s wrong with lying to yourself?  Even to live is to illusion oneself.  Air garnished with lies is easier to breath.   
…What’s so wrong with that?   
It used to seem to fir.  Laying content on the train tracks,  
Relaxing as my mind drifts into space  Waiting  For another train wreck,  So I can pretend it’s not my fault. Garnished Air
in Emotional on 11/14/03
intricateI don’t want to have this shadow of  
Self-doubt inside my mind  I don’t want to have to drown myself  To feel like I’m alive  I just want to be a shining star  In someone else’s life  She will wander through the darkness  I will guide her with my light   
And in all of her salvation  
She will pray unto the sky  Cause that little hint of meaning  
Kept her heart near what is right  My intricately simple plan  To make me think the sky will never fall intricate
in Emotional on 9/17/03
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The Story of My DeathWhat am I supposed to see when I think of death? Should I think of broken skulls... or broken hearts? When one is being strangled by death’s hand, the people weep. Death... it is so cruel. It gives me guilt, it gives me suffering, and worst of all... it pains the ones I hold dear. I wish I could evanesce... like a lost dream slowly fading away. However, I receive only the opposite. Crystal tears fall down my cheeks, cutting the flesh of my withering face. I gasp for air as the cadaverous hands of death puncture my neck. The sword of fate is so beautiful, I have a great view of it. I stare at its metallic blades that are penetrated into my sou The Story of My Death
by ~RoseOfDeath
Wings of CourageI feel as if I want to fly...   to soar...  to caress the beauty of the azure heavens.   
Wings envelope me,  I feel enticed and secure.   
These wings of courage,  They are my guardian.   
I extend my slender hand,  to the celestial sphere above me,  reaching for hopes unseen...  and emotions unkempt.   
But there are times when my wings fail me.  Nothing is for certain.  Nothing can be trusted.   
With these wings of mine...  Drawing away from complexity,   all I want is solitude... Wings of Courage
by ~RoseOfDeath
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No, I'm not dead

Journal Entry: Wed Jul 21, 2004, 6:55 PM
Well, I doubt that anybody's noticed, but for those who have- I'm sorry I haven't been able to visit deviantART lately. I came across some technical difficulties with my computer (which pretty much means that AOL's being a homo.) And I can't get on anymore.
I might be able to get on from *-emp-'s house, but don't expect much.
In the meantime, keep on spreading the love. :heart:
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Devious Information

  • Current Residence: oh hell, im in New Jersey
  • Interests: music, guitar, philosiphy, psychology, other shit
  • Favourite movie: monty python:the meaning of life
  • Favourite band or musician: our lady peace, cursive, coldplay, incubus, the cure
  • Favourite genre of music: anything i happen to fancy
  • Favourite poet or writer: mark vanDoren, John Milton
  • Favourite game: black & White
  • Favourite gaming platform: genesis
  • Personal Quote: i AM the book on racism

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~-emp-:icon-emp-: Aug 12, 2005, 7:55:46 AM
For friends: Matt's computer's fried (not his own work, naturally.) He sends his love. :heart:

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Will you lend yourself to beauty that will horrify?
~orphen:iconorphen: Sep 18, 2004, 1:35:23 AM
everyone: meet matt :wave:

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don't make me roll initiative!
in school your children would have to learn about the nerd-riots of 2004 and noone wants that.
:nerd:
*pkbitch:iconpkbitch: Sep 13, 2004, 9:57:00 AM
So you're the infamous Matt. It's odd how I know your name, even though I've never been to your page.

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Awesome Dr. Cox avatar provided by =XgAD
~Misaniovent:iconMisaniovent: Sep 12, 2004, 5:20:44 PM
You know, you're probably one of the most popular deviants.

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War is only the passtime, of the impotent. - `roninbearz
`wildoats:iconwildoats: Sep 12, 2004, 9:05:55 AM
who what hey =]

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A picture, like a human, will speak a thousand words, and never say a goddamn thing.
!sexyxx:iconsexyxx: Sep 11, 2004, 5:38:44 AM
so this is matt :o

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Lol b&
~r00t:iconr00t: Sep 10, 2004, 11:27:49 PM
whaddup holmes

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$lolly Re: Magic The Gathering (#9863947) "I tap 23 mana and send this thread to the gaming forum."
~phoenixtx:iconphoenixtx: Sep 10, 2004, 11:25:08 PM
:wow: it's the infamous matt!

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found religion inside myself
i drank the blood, the flesh was stale
~Misaniovent:iconMisaniovent: Aug 1, 2004, 3:27:27 PM
:lmao:

Matt.

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War is only the passtime, of the impotent. - `roninbearz
`wordlesswhisper:iconwordlesswhisper: Jul 30, 2004, 2:50:08 PM
Hi, Matt! We've all been dying to meet you!

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I can't believe you puked in my love.

To suppress art because it makes one think is to suppress thought itself.
`eskirinabsolute:iconeskirinabsolute: Jul 30, 2004, 12:50:48 PM
I'm going to :+devwatch: you for the simple reason of *-emp- loving you to death. :nod:

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...then your soul becomes the truth and the absolution...

:pepsi: Knight Evermore!!!!!!
=kengiroo:iconkengiroo: Jul 29, 2004, 6:10:55 AM
OMG! It is the page of the legendary Matt!
Y00 d00 know that emp luffs y00 don't y00??!!!!111276 ^_________^

:aww:

(Don't take this seriously, except for the emp luvs you part ;))

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"People who didn't need people needed people around to know that they were the kind of people who didn't need people."
~MidevalPirate:iconMidevalPirate: Jun 18, 2004, 6:31:40 PM
i found this page under someones gallery just cruisin... HU RA!

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Paganism is my life. I associate a lot with Satanists also. Catch me on Myspace at [link] or [link] I am an Industrial artist inspired by Black Metal artists. Thank you!

~Nerus Sentia~
~RoseOfDeath:iconRoseOfDeath: Apr 29, 2004, 9:00:39 PM
:( Where have you beeeen, Matt? We miss you.

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:blackrose:

Live life with no preconceptions.
~yourownghost:iconyourownghost: Dec 31, 2003, 10:44:51 AM
:D
it's so sexy, isnt it
glad to see you like it:)

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-that matt person
~onecrazymofo:icononecrazymofo: Dec 31, 2003, 7:29:32 AM
'Tis the start of the brand new year,
'Tis the reason to drink more beer
'Tis the start of the brand new year,
Help Me Spread The Cheer! 8-]

Help spread the holiday cheer by forwarding this onto as many people as you can! (paste it into their userpage) Just dont send it after 1st feb! 8-] HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!


Started By *Killerworm51 at 12am on new years day! 8-]

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:sushi:
Delilah Bergenstien - I only have another 60/70 + years so please let me find you
*soupir*
calling all =europeans / ~lucky8ballsociety / ~stupidclub / ~JournalistsCorner
~RoseOfDeath:iconRoseOfDeath: Dec 30, 2003, 4:51:29 PM
:( Just blame DA. :D


Ooohh.. I like the reversed icon you have.

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:blackrose:

Live life with no preconceptions.
~yourownghost:iconyourownghost: Dec 30, 2003, 1:30:50 PM
im too lazy to notice any bad grammar,and still cant find anything wrong,
but oh well

i actually have been trying to submit a few drawings lately
but mycomputer is being a WHORE:slap:

i can only get to step three on the submit thing, then the site freezes

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-that matt person
~RoseOfDeath:iconRoseOfDeath: Dec 29, 2003, 1:08:28 AM
And that was terrible grammar. . . -_-

It's 3 in the morning :D I'll give myself a break.

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:blackrose:

Live life with no preconceptions.
~RoseOfDeath:iconRoseOfDeath: Dec 29, 2003, 1:07:20 AM
:blush:




Hi! ^_^ Hope you had a Merry Christmas. :santa:

I really love all your writing and all, but it would be cool if I saw another work of art or something. :D "Peace" is graphic, but REALLY good. O_O



:blush: :D

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:blackrose:

Live life with no preconceptions.
~yourownghost:iconyourownghost: Dec 12, 2003, 3:09:01 PM
:eyepopping:soo many hugs!
i even get a dance:boogie:
i feel special

im glad i could help, even though i didn't know it:hug:
mark vanDoren is amazing
his poem entitled "our lady peace", is where the band got the name

good luck with the english thingy:hug:
~vitolb:iconvitolb: Dec 8, 2003, 11:48:14 AM
From one songwriter to another: you've got some really good stuff. Oh, and OLP is my favorite band. =]
~RoseOfDeath:iconRoseOfDeath: Dec 6, 2003, 10:18:26 PM
Hi there! ^___^ Guess what!

I have this poetry assignment for my english class, and I needed a poet that not a lot of people know about... and after searching for an hour, I couldn't find anything. But I was just browsing around through here and I saw:

Favourite poet or writer: mark vanDoren, John Milton

Since Mark Van Doren has a more interesting name, I looked up some of his stuff and he's really awesome! :D Thanks to you, I know have a topic for my poetry assignment. :hug: THANK YOU SO MUCH! :hug: :Hug: :hug: :dance:

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:blackrose:

Live life with no preconceptions.
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